complaining/apologies/and happiness
9:56 p.m. & 2003-04-19

I am a bitch, I know. I’m sorry to Scott and Shae for being one today, particularly to them. I called Scott ugly and said Shae’s face was scary. I’m sorry. Really I am. I was having a really bad day, because this morning some kid named Matt called me fat on AIM. Because he is a dick. But that isn’t an excuse for being a bitch. Haha, Brendan just cheered me up.

Me: some kid called me fat on aim this morning

Me: cuz he is a dick

Brendan: yes

Me: scuse my french

Brendan: he is an ass wipe

Me: i agree

Brendan: he is a mother-fuckin kizubt

Cheshire Catt 06: yay!

Hehe, I love my friends.

I tried to do everything today to become pretty. I shaved my legs (cutting myself in the process.) I shaved my pits, I painted my nails, I folded my clothes, and cleaned my room. I went to dance practice, and came home and took a really long bath and soaked in raspberry stuff. I plucked my eyebrows, but on a mud mask, and tried to be pretty. It didn’t work. It was almost like I was trying to prove Matt wrong.

I love Helen. She said the nicest thing to me. She complimented me on my voice. I was saying something about how I liked someone else’s voice, and she told me that my voice was so much better. She told me that when I sung my audition, I sounded really good, and she sat there wishing she could sing like me. Of course, I think her voice is better, but it made me feel good. Of course I like compliments when I ask people if I did good, but the BEST compliments are the ones that are unasked for. Don’t you just love when someone randomly comes up to you and compliments you. Even something like, “Oh, you look nice today.” Means a lot. With that little bit of complaining/apologies/and happiness, I’ll go!

~*~Claire~*~

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