JOY
10:59 p.m. & 2005-01-09

God is so good.
It is so awesome to be a beloved child of God.
This weekend I have rejoiced and gotten rid of the anger and rebellion that I had taken back when I moved here. It was so freeing, and it has made me SO happy to be able to just let go, and be held in God's embrace. Just to be his child. I apoligized to my parents and I know a few others I am going to have to apoligize to. But I have faith that I can do it, because God has given me the strength for that. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. I can't do anything by myself, but all I need is him.
I love him so much, but the thing that makes me so joyful is that he loves ME so much more than I could ever even imagine.
God touched so many lives this weekend. He let people go of anger, bitterness, pride, jealousy, masturbation, lust, drugs, drunkeness, dibedience, apathy, a disgust of humankind, the occult, self-hatred, anorexia and bulemia. So many more things that I couldnt even name.
I love him more than life itself. I do, and I encourage you, whoever you are, to check out a church. Christians can be judgemental, but they can also be lovely people who accept you for who you are. But it doesnt matter about them. God is ALWAYS accepting. He loves you and thinks you are SO beautiful. He made you the way you are. Humans are God's BEST creation. Better than sunsets or waterfalls of mountains or the grand canyon. You are more beautiful to God than any of that.

~*~Claire~*~

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