Who has fallen in love with their new template? Yeah, I think that would be me. OMG I love that song, and I absolutely love this picture, and I am totally a sucker for anything acoustic. I don't know why, but a lot of times it just succeeds in calming me down.
My birthday is in a month. I am barely noticing it getting closer. I don't really have any plans for it. I am probably just going to get my mom to order pizza and rent some movies. Yeah, I am cool. I keep wishing I was licing in Austin, so I could plan a party and invite people and stay up until the wee hours of the morning like I did last year. I just like the comfort of having friends. Knowing that I can call them up the next day and maybe get together. But also the comfort that I don't have to, because they'll always be there, so I'll always have more time to hang out with them. I just miss sitting in my family room with a bunch of them, watching a movie. We wouldn't actually do anything, but just sitting in each others company was enough. Joking around, listening to music, playing the guitar, playing hacky-sack, eating, playing pranks, taking pictures, swimming, playing sardines in the church... these are the things that I miss. Simple things that I used to take for granted in the comfortable world that I lived in.
I used to have friends that loved me. Friends that would be there for me. Friends who I could cry to, and they would be sympathetic. Friends who I could laugh with, and even get pissed off with. Friends who would protect me, and attack with me.
That's what I miss. Friends.
~*~Claire~*~