"It's been a long hard road without you by my side. Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried? You broke my mothers heart, you broke your children for life. It not ok, but we're alright. I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes. But those are just a long lost memory of mine. Now I'm writing just to let you know I'm still alive. Yeah, I'm still alive.
And sometimes I forgive. Yeah, and this time, I'll admit. That I missed you, yeah, I missed you.
Hey Dad."-Emotionless
That song is so sad. It is from Good Charlotte, and it made me cry the first time I heard it. Can you imagine having your father leave? I'd like to think I wouldn't blame myself, but I probably would. Benji and Joel's dad left them when they were 15. That would totally suck. Thats like 2 years older than me. Whenever I think of parents leaving, I always think of them leaving when the kids are small. I think it would be worse when they are older, because then they really understand what is happening. That would totally suck. Maybe I don't have a great mom, but I totally love my dad, even if he lectures too much. I love him so much, and I couldn't imagine being without him. He deserves better than my mom.
~*~Claire~*~
P.S. I got fishnets, a jean jacket, and temporary purple hair dye. yayness for me!