Lately I feel like everyone is judging me. I am not talking about people who critique me. I am talking about the people who don't. The people who whisper behind my back. If you have a problem with me, come to me. I might get mad, but I'll respect you alot more for telling me than for not telling me and talking behind my back. I can handle people not liking me. But I can't handle people acting like they do, and really not. People who are two-sided. That drives me up the wall. I try and be very open if I don't like someone. I am not always, if it isn't necesary. I don't do it just to hurt their feelings. But I don't act like their best friend, and really despise them.
I got alot of guestbook entrie by my last entry. Let me clarify. I think I might be what some people call punk. But not others. But, you know what? I learned not to care. I am what I am, and I am not going to change MYSELF. Maybe, I will be a better person. But I will not change things that have nothing to do with right or wrong. I like Good Charlotte. And even if some people say they are posuers, I still like them, no matter what they say. I listen to them, and their songs inspire, and make me less angry. I don't know why, but when I listen to them, they make me think, and they make me happy.
Labels are retarded. When I explain people, i try and not use labels. I try to use adjectives. Labels are so dumb, because they make people think of whatever their definition of the stereotype is. I'm Claire. Maybe I'm a prep. Maybe I'm a punk. But thats for you to know, and for you to care, because I sure don't.
~*~Claire~*~