The one where I predict how I am going to screw up my audition,and feeling lonely.
1:25 p.m. & 2003-01-20

I am angry. I can't get my audition right for tomorrow at Kiss Me Kate. And I am going to sound horrible. Oh no. I knew this was going to happen. I even forgot that it was tomorrow, and then I looked at Andrea's diary, and she said she couldn't wait till Tuesday. And I was like, OMG, no way it is tomorrow. But it is, and it is really annoying to know that I am going to screw up my audition. I am not going to get a good part, though, Dede doesn't think I have a good enough voice. And I don't so... there we go.

Whitney and Alecia slept over, and I am sad because they are all laughing and spraying each other. They are totally ignoring me, and when I was trying to practice,they were all like, "Shutup Claire!" so i can't practice either.

And yesterday, i was crying because no guys like me. Now that I have thouroughly depressed myself, I an going to shutup.

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