Hey guys. I am really supposed to be doing vocabulary right now. But I am way to freakin lazy. On Monday, I slept over Jay’s house. I watched, K-9, Back to the Future 3, and Harry Potter and the Sorcerors Stone. I also cuddled with the dog a lot. The doggie is so adorable, even if it pees everywhere. I have to clean it up half the time. But that ok, its cute little face makes up for everything. I got back home at about 2, cause we got off school. My brother was gone sledding. I wanted to go to the Jennings where everyone else was, but my mom said she didn’t want to drive in the ice. So Chris came home, and he told mom that Brenda said she would drive my brother Nathan homr later. Brenda is like me second mom. I love her so much. But my mom doesn’t like her so much, and I don’t know why. So later Brenda called and said “The ice is really bad. If its ok with you, Nathan can sleep over in Johns room.”
But my dad said “No, I’ll come pick him up right now.”
So my mom went on a tangent about how Brenda doesn’t keep her promises. And that pisses me off, because I love love LOVE Brenda. So I said “Mom, there are some things I can handle and some I can’t. And one of them is people talking about people I love, ESPECIALLY behind their backs.” And my mom goes “What about when Brenda talk about me.”
“Brenda NEVER talks bad about you. She is always telling me you do things for me, and that I should be grateful for that. She is always trying to get me to stop being mad at you when I am. So don’t even accuse her of that.”
And my mom just said whatever and sent me to my room. She called me ignorant and selfish, and annoying.
My Mom also hurts me and I started to cry in my room, not just about that thing but thinking about how Brenda loves her children so much, and how I want that. I just want a mother that loves me, I mean, is that too much to ask?
~*~Claire~*~