I feel so forced lately.
Everything I do I am made to do, or I am just doing it because it is taking up time. The only thing that is saving me is a couple things. The Sammy Keyes Books, the Enders Game books, and the Artemis Fowl books.
All I do that is fun anymore is read. And I love to read, but sometimes I just want to hang out with my friends becaus they are fun. But now, since I am punished, I can't hang out with them anymore.
Yesterday, I just started to cry. And my mom got mad and hit me and told me to shutup. But I couldn't. I felt unhappy, i was tired, I was behind on my school, and on top of that, I think I m PMSing. I hate this. I feel so stupid. I try not to cry, but I can't stop myself, and then my mom gets mad at me, and hits me. I don't understand why me crying would make her mad. But my mom is like that.
Ok, I am going to stop complaining. I feel so overwhelmed though.
I am waiting and waiting for waking sleeping beauty. Because then i will be hanging out with my friends ever day. I am going to do Sally's dance camp too. Whoever you are, you should do it with me. woohoo. yup. Anyway.
I am listening to an interview of Wendelin Van Draanen, the author of the Sammy Keyes books. This lady is such a freak.
I am probably going to be like her when I grow up. hehe. Anyway, I have to go do school, but I luv ya'll!
~*~Claire~*~