I had a really good conversation with Bonnie. It is so weird how similar our families are, it almost scares me. We are really alike on the inside, even though we don't act like each other on the outside. It was really cool. She wants me to sleep over her house on the weekend or something.
There is also this church thing in the summer which is taking an old bar and renovating it into a place where we can have services like once a week, and we are thinking about doing like, breakfasts there and stuff. We are going to do something this weeekend, just kind of seeing what we want to do with the place and stuff. This is for jack and Kelly Horners Cadre. It really sounds cool, but I won't be able to do it if I have to do school. So I am begging Mom to let me off school, and i sure hope she lets me, because I have never felt this strongly about something I wanted to do, especially for God. This is going to be the coolest thing, if I can do it. I am so excited. If I am not able to do it, I will cry. Seriously.
Steve left this morning at 6. I am going to miss him. He always like, saved us when we were in trouble, we would always ask him to pick us up. I am sorry that I didn't become closer with him, and i am sorry, because I think I was a little rude to him one night, telling him that I didn't trust him, because I don't trust like anyone except 2 people. And I trust them with my life.
I hate people. But then, again, I love people. Because people make me feel really shitty, but then they will make me feel SO good. It is the weirdest thing. But it is true. Ok, I g2g do school.