Hey! I;m really bored an I;m sick. I don't feel good, and I threw up earlier. I am watching Crossroads on my computer. It has made me like so much more appreciative of Britney Spears. Yes, I know she is a whore, but I still see a sort of "soft side" in the movie. I know it is just a character, but I still like to think of it that way. I have started downloading movies I just never got around to watching like A Walk to Remember and Crossroads. I liked both of them, but I think I liked Crossroads better.
I related to Lucy in the movie, because even though everyone thinks my life is candy, and I am smart, and good, I really just want a mother who loves me. That is the one thing that I would wish. I really want one of those mothers in the movies that just loves you unconditionally and always has good advice, and knows what to do all the time. And even though people think I have no problems, they are wrong.
I am getting tired of people writing in their diaries that they are tired of other people whining about their problems. Everyone has their problems. And ven if they don't seem so much to you, they are alot to the person who has them. I don't know how bad my problems are compared to other peoples, but they seem pretty bad to me.
I got a new diary. It is not locked, but I am not telling anyone where it is, because that is my real place to bitch. Where no one I know will judge me.
~*~Claire~*~